Category: Messages
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Guides, universe, God, I’m afraid of this loneliness.
But I’m looking around & nothing is happening. The walls aren’t pressing in. I’m here, and it’s okay. God, I’m scared of this drought. I’m scared I won’t ever move out of my own way. God, I’m scared I’m not good enough. God, I’m scared I’m not enough. I’m scared I’ll keep watching life pass…
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I had a phone call with my brother & i appreciate it
Life seems much simpler when you put it like this. The point is not the money, a shiny job or place. The point is always community, connection & love’s grace. The point is living fully & feeling understood – The point is not success or looking outwardly good. The point is your heart, shining bright…
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So I’m sad.
So I feel it simmering in my chest. So I’m sad. So it hurts. It doesn’t mean that I’m not blessed. It doesn’t mean that I’m not right where I’m meant to be – the birds are chirping, the sun is shining, life is singing out for me. I can cry this morning – and…
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I want this somewhere permanent so here I am in impermanency
This is my room. And it’s beautiful. It’s warm and inviting just for me. I keep it comfortable, safe and clean. Outside are my plants on the balcony. Here I see my lights that gleam; a blue blanket, laid out soft and serene; frogs and cats and green green leaves; mushroom lights and words unseen.…
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Some things I’d like to affirm and remember.
It is all within my power and choice. I don’t need to worry about whether I’ll be happy or whether I can achieve my goals because it is always and forever within my inner authority, creative energy, and capability. (and surrender to the wild, unexpected & wondrous ways the universe takes care of the rest).
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The heart wants what it wants
And I’ll call it what it is: that the heart wants what it wants.I can eat my weight in logic, but the thoughts are just a block.An endless looping cycle of trusting what is notA way to hide the heart away as you beg for the right thought. The heart will listen sadly as you…
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My greatest fear
I want to do everything I want not because I’m not afraid –but because I’ve got one life and it’s mine to make. I’m so afraid that I won’t amount to anything;that I’ll never create; that no one will see that I’m so great (lol). I’m so afraid that I can’t follow through,that I can’t…
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A lesson in trust
I just talked with my sister on the phone & remembered how the life I’ve always dreamed of is literally being manifested before my eyes. All I’ve ever dreamed of is traveling, being free, being happy and being me. I didn’t know how I would get there, but now it’s unfolding effortlessly. 🩵
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The idea of being successful is a social construct
The idea of being successful is a social construct. Really. Let that sink in. You do not need to be successful to be good. You do not need to be successful to be alive. You do not need to be successful to hold your inalienable rights. You do not need to be successful to be…