I want this somewhere permanent so here I am in impermanency

This is my room. And it’s beautiful. It’s warm and inviting just for me.

I keep it comfortable, safe and clean. Outside are my plants on the balcony. Here I see my lights that gleam; a blue blanket, laid out soft and serene; frogs and cats and green green leaves; mushroom lights and words unseen.

It started with putting my vision board up on the blank wall. On it I pasted a postcard from Maine, tree hugging, and self love. It has my dreams and goals for community and truth. It barely begins to encompass my desire to travel in my youth. I’m manifesting money, freedom and my peace. I’m manifesting power, body connection, and this unknown leap.

I know without a doubt that I have changed today. I have changed 3 months ago, the past two weeks & yesterday. I don’t know how to emphasize how much I know it’s true: that I’m the person I’ve wanted to be and there’s nothing left to hold onto. I’ll bloom again and change tomorrow, the next day and the next – I’ll let it all grow free and true and burst forth into emptiness.

I create my path as I go – laying mosaics at my toes – I love myself enough to know – the world is always big enough –

for this little Soph.

💛🦋🌧️